It's Time for Some Real Change

A great theme of today's culture is change. We see it in commercials, books, and political campaigns. We need to change our homes, our spending habits, our outlooks, our world. We are bombarded with the message of change and for good reason. Our culture is full of reasons to change. Poverty is rampant. We don't view the poor and homeless as our brothers. We see ourselves as passive bystanders instead of active participants in our world. 

Breathing Space has really opened my eyes to many things. I know that I live in a sheltered world, and I never assumed such atrocities were occurring within the borders of "the land of opportunity." I always think of the United States as a nation that is overwhelmingly blessed, and we are, however I always thought that in order to give "real help" you had to leave the country. However, the real help is needed here. The real change is needed now.

Where does this change need to come from though? Does our government need to step in and provide it? Mahatma Ghandi once said, "You must be the change you wish to see in the world." I read that quote everyday, but I guess it never really sunk in until I read this week's piece from Neumark. She says, "Where is the locus of real power, authority, and change for the church? More and more, it seems to me that the congregation is the real seat of transforming power." In reading this I was further motivated. We cannot sit and wait on our government to change things (sometimes more rules take us two steps back). We must be the change. We must be the people who bring change to our brothers and sisters. We must be the transforming power in our world. 

The Mountain Top Experience

While I was in high school, my youth group would make a yearly trip to the youth conference Resurrection. This youth conference would bring nearly 20,000 youth to Gatlinburg, TN every January. It would always bring in an amazing band and a speaker who made you feel the spirit of the Lord. In more than one way, this became a mountain top experience for me. I remember leaving Gatlinburg and the Great Smokey Mountains energized about my faith and ready to serve the Lord in any way that I could. However the life of a teenager often times wore me down. I would forget, or didn't have time, to go to youth every week. I never served as much as I thought I would. I never got as much done as I had planned. As much as I loved this feeling that we all got as Resurrection, I was never able to keep the energy and fire that it gave me for more that a couple of weeks. 

I thought about these experiences at Resurrection a lot when reading about Neumark's description of Jesus' transfiguration story. She says, "But the Transfiguration story does not end with shouts on the mountaintop. Instead, Jesus leads his disciples down, where all is not brightness and light. Immediately, they are approached by a father seeking help for his epileptic son who flails about and falls into fires." It is wonderful to have these mountaintop experiences. You need them to renew your faith and to help you continue your mission in life. However it is not when you bask in your own light that you fight for justice, fight for the oppressed and needy, fight for the people who's voices are stifled. It is great to have this fire from the mountain top, but if you stand by with this fire, if you don't move forward in your desire to help others you are wasting the passion that God has give to you. 

Even though I will probably never get to go back to Resurrection and have that amazing experience again, I hope that I will be on that mountaintop many more times in my life. I think that every time you help fight for justice the light will emerge. I think that when you realize that you are talking to and about real people this feeling of the mountaintop comes back. When you use what God has given to you to work for his people you can experience him more closely.  

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The steps you have taken to work on your project.

I have narrowed my topic down and I found a charity in Nashville called Nashville CARES. This is an organization that helps educate people about how to prevent the spread of AIDS and then helps those who have AIDS find the adequate health care needed to help stay alive. I have tried to contact the head volunteer organizer and even if I can't volunteer before the project is due, maybe I could interview some of the people on staff about their experience. I want to focus on how often times people with AIDS are those who are the least equipped to deal with the challenges they face and how we as a society, especially the church, can help.

If none of that works out, I have a contact at the Oasis Center, which is like Room in the Inn for young adults, and I could look at the struggles that people who live on the street face in trying to get the health care that they need. 

Any challenges that you're facing that you need to figure out how to tackle?

I have struggled finding a contact person and I am trying to figure out whether I want to do a more research oriented project or do I want to do some sort of video/picture project. Ideally I would love to interview the people who struggle daily with these problems. I guess my question will be answered once I hear back from the volunteer coordinator.

A rough to-do list for your project

If I don't hear from my contact at Nashville CARES by the end of today, I will try to contact her again and if I don't hear from her after that I will move towards Plan B. 

If at all possible I want to find a way to volunteer and if nothing else interview the people who have experience. I hope this works out for me.

I am hoping that I can volunteer sometime in late March or early, early April so I have time to get everything together and then if I have left over questions I can get in contact with the right people. 

Be the Presence

     While reading this week I fell upon two distinct topics that really spoke to my heart. The first was how as I have been reading, I have been shocked at the number of people who fought so diligently for the cause of freedom who get lost in the story of the Civil Rights Movement. I always knew that there were a large number of influential figures who were participated in the marches and protests. I think that Martin Luther King, while he deserves ever second of praise for his efforts, gets all of the attention. I believe that we should also shine the spotlight on the Abraham Heshels, the Rev. Lawsons, the Stokely Carmichaels. 

     The second idea that came to mind was how stationary we, as a community of faith, has become. I often find myself talking big and seldom acting in a big manner. I want to change things, but I can't remember the last time I "prayed with my legs." I think that we all get lost in the intensity of our own lives. We forget that the Bible is not something that is to be just read, we have to be mobile with our actions. Heschel said, " You see, God is absent, invisible, and the task of a human being is to represent the Divine, to be a reminder of the presence of God." I think that God would be really disappointed in his representation. I don't know if things will be remarkably better than they were when I started working, but I would like to think that I have fought a good fight, that I have been positive and thought that mankind could change and make a better world. Perhaps this is, as Andrew Younger would say," People's ability to have faith in the midst of persecution and destruction." 

Another Look at a Letter

All through out high school this letter was one of the few pieces that I read several times in my English classes. However, one of the things that makes this letter as beautiful as it is, is that every time I read it, I find something different and thought provoking. The idea that stood out to me this time was one that we found in Heschel's readings. The idea that not all are guilty but all are responsible. Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. not only "AMENS!" that idea, but also ads his own twist:  "We will have to repent in this generation not merely for the vitriolic words and actions of the bad people, but for the appalling silence of the good people." 

As long as we turn our face and allow injustice to exist we are not living up to the call of being loving citizens. If we just say, "Well I am not mistreating anybody," but fail to see that by not doing anything, and allowing the injustice to spread, we might as well be the person who caused the injustice in the first place. The silence of the good is appalling. There is no such thing as a good spectator in the game of justice. You are either on the team for justice or injustice. The spectators are merely taking up room on the sidelines. 

This class has often been unsettling for me because I don't want to be a spectator, I want to fight for justice, but I don't know where to start. I have seen so much inequality in our reading that I want to help. In what ever way God chooses to use me. I want to stop "riding the bench" and get into the game.